buai buai 2011 hello 2012!

how to describe 2011

hmm lets start from d very beginning

once upon a time

there was a handsome prince named daniel i worked at the sushi king

made me missed the countdown for 2011
DAMN YOU SUSHI KING

 NOT THIS YEAR
then chui wah lao with one of my bestbro jay soon aka mar thong x)
and then work as a guest service agent i know its so cool at the sheraton imperial hotel with introvert mingcheng HAHA

 pasta zanmai with bestbro and biking buddy simon 

and finally pc fair with my old time best budd ah lau sy
awesome 2011 part time experience 

make lots of new friends

locals and overseas LOL ansd so so so so close to know those japan-malaysia-mix girls

anyway i will never going to forget all those tough times and happy moments working together with everyone of you

if you happens to work with me and reading my blog now dont touched til cry please which is clearly impossible to happen

haha just kidding

i still have my family

and friends

that is dearest to me

i love you all weh <3

and then this year i been to so manyyyyyyyyy places

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

wuhohooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ok im gonna stop my ss there

been to pangkor island this year AGAIN
EVERY YEAR pun go 1 with keluarga

but still awesome la we like beach so much

 langkawi =D

 singapore =D

golden palm resort sepang =D

ohmy still got what

australia with my bro! ohmy how can i forget that

and genting highland with college friends

volunteer zoo work with them too

cameron highland with relatives

all those where the times

really happy times

and part of it is recorded in my dslr YEH

and then comes the decision making time

for every SPM leavers

WHAT COURSE SHOULD I TAKE

i admit im not confident enough to make a decision

decision to choose which particular course i should study

so i go for a-levels

and it became the worst decision i made in my life

seriously a-level is a big mistake ToT

if youre not taking a-levels lucky you

if you do i pity you xD

ah what to say
it is just super tough

a definate nono if youre a lazy kind and freecare guy like me who doesnt like to study

my advice is simple

never ever take a-level 

take SAM or matrix or foundation or what so ever JUST DONT TAKE A-LEVEL

thankcute=D

but i get to know alot of wonderful people all around malaysia

hawaii johor melaka kedah sarawak perak

this year learn super many new stuff

not only hospitality while working at those restaurants and hotel

but also driving!

yeah DRIVING
so easy

but i accidently failed once

anyways in malaysia if you cant drive 

YOU WILL DIE

hahah im serious

think about it

rely on KTM or rapid KL?

i rather die than taking those public transport again

and then know a really cool friend there

got to note it down=D

another very important thing that only happened this year is having a serious relationship

well it only last for 200 days

its really sad i admit 

never thought it will end 

or at least not that soon

i still love her though

but its all over

and a great lesson for me i guessed

every man makes mistakes

this time is a very big mistake
and a vali vali vali complicated one
so i kinda forgive myself xD hahah

i still can make jokes
mean im alright la!

dont need to worry peeps
TEEHEE

and yet some times i will still blame myself and emo alone

yeap i prefer to hide my sad feelings to myself

and be happy and cheerful in front of everyone

i dislike people showing their sad face in front of others in a gathering or what so ever

so i wont do that

now im just trying to calm myself down =)

thanks obama LOL

but i really enjoy and appreciate those 200 days of joy and happiness and also sadness all mixing together

although we have gorila but dont have shit

but its a pleasure to know you

and a very good experience to have an awesome girl like you

i wish you can find someone as good as me

or if you are really really lucky 

find someone a little better than me

TEEHEE

ohyeh i gotta say this holydey

IS THE MOST AWESOME HOLYDEY I HAVE SO FAR

BWAHAHAHAHAHA

everyday no alarm in the morning

means i can sleep til whatever time i like

 no restriction to where i go

means i can go anywhere anytime i want

watch alot of movies

means my eye sight is getting worst

everyday limteh with friends

means i can meet up with all my brothers outside

everyday see zha bo

means im dreaming

didnt even touch 1 single page of homework

means im so screwed when college reopens

everyday use money

means im officially pokai already

ahhh so many awesome thing happened this year

so many good things to mention

i write so much but i think it wasnt half of the stuff that happened this year

YEAP

New year eve has always been a time for us to look back the past
and more importantly, forward to the coming year
yea i studied alot this year
played alot this year
love my family and friends alot this year
but not enough

so my new year resolutions?
hahah quite a few people ask
and i was stunded

but i spend my whole night yesterday thinking instead of sleeping
and i came up with 10 goals!
yehh no too greedy
and not to stingy
TEEHEE

1. spend more time with family and friends!

2. exercise for health and get great body with big biceps and 6 abs!

3. learn something new, like golf!

4. do something new, like scuba diving!

5. do charity work, helping those who need help!

6. organised a backpack trip with friends!

7. achieve straight As in both As and A2 exam like a boss!

8. enjoy life and get a new hobby rather than facebook!

9. errr quit being lazy and do some homework!

10. stand strong and hopefully found someone that will love me as much as i love her without letting each other down and never letting each other go no matter what! 

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont tell anyone i shy shy d HAHAH

tee jay why

you can do it

HAHAH im cuter than him paiseh

TEEHEE

why so many of those troll face you might ask?

hahah cause im kinda obsessed to it lately

i even come out with my own troll face comic

check it out peeps

lame i know hahah so what

this came out to us while we are limtehing

every guy must have do this before 

and girls if your boy boy didnt reply you face enough

dont worry

hes not ignoring you

hes just trying to increase his price

^

^

^

dont do this girls

just say thankcute to me

TEEHEE

looking forward for 2012

a whole new year

no one can predict their future

but i think i can see my future

i want to be a successful man

not only financially

but spiritually

i want make a difference to the world

and the world will change because of me

sounds like copying 

this year

i did a lot of things that i cant forgive myself

so many regrets

so many tears

i almost felt like im going to vanish into the thin air

then here i am blogging of all the past and future

i wont die off so easily

i will be as adamant as before

because i know how much the others love me and how much i love them

i dont want to lose you all and you all dont want to lose me

haha anyway ciaoz everyone

getting ready to party tonight at dpc with brathers and sistas

and seems like everyone i know is heading there

luckily my friend is staying at a condo there

like a lou sai

dont need to stuck down there

TEEHEE

so before i end my last blog of the year

hepi niu yar ive and hepi niu yar ive avalibadeh

TEEHEE

i wish avaliwan all the best in the future although the world may end at december 2012 

dont worry and be happy avalideh

Love is not what the mind thinks, but what the heart feels.
and yet thats not enough, Love also needs endurance.

quoted by Daniel Tan Jia Yao, your daily supplier of blogphin

after 4days 3 night

i boarded the plane

put my luggage

sat down

buckled my seat belt

take out my magazine

reading

then all the sudden all the lights when off

WTF IM READING DEH MOMMY SAY ITS NOT GOOD TO READ IN THE DARK

the bad news doesnt end there

20 minutes gone but still d plane was not moving

then came the gorgeous flight attendent

told me that she want to push me to the wall and kiss me us that there is some technical problem that the plane couldnt start

oh yehhhhh damn lucky nevermind

then now

here i am sitting at the plaza lounge blogging

why am i so free ei?

oh its not a big problem

just the MOTHER FATHER BLOODY SHIT GOD DAMN HELL flight delay again only

oh yehhhh now i felt like the luckiest guy in the world

man lucky they have quite a nice chicken rice here

if not i will surely in a bad mood

like baby without pacifier

or like gamer without computer

or like korean without kimchi

or like malaysian without bakuteh

TEEHEE

but seriously

langkaweeeee really not bad

the food

the beach

the scenary

the sky

the clouds

the mountain

the hot chicks chicken rice with chili sauce 

and sailing around the island <3

homaigoat its really owsum sailing

they provide a buffet

and salt water jacuzzi <3

this is d best jacuzzi i ever had

what they do is they lowered down a net thing from d side of the yacht

and you scream wuhohooo and jump into it

what i can say is owsum

SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

BUY A 2 PERSON TICKET AND GO LANGKAWEEE WITH ME

TEEHEE

oh yea 4 days 3 nights

totally apart with the outside world

no sms just a bit xD

no facebook just a bit xD

but i have been thinking a lot
like alotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

so no worries

TEE JAY WHY IS BACK

yeh for me =D

ciaoz the plane is finally here AT LAST GODDAMNITPLEASEDONTLETTHEENGINEBREAKDOWNAGAIN
sing with me
i close my eye~~~
and i can see a better day~~~~
lol justin bieber aint that bad la weh dont hate him because youre jealous of him

blog just from samurai tjy

and your dailyblogphin editor

sing with me again
It’s the most beautiful time of the year~
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer~
I should be playing in the winter snow~
But I'mma be under the mistletoe~
arghh god i hate you justin bieber!

12 days to go
TEEHEE

No reason i blog this but i blog anyway

tonight 

i dont know why i have d feeling to bring everything back again

so many things running in my mind now

i thought it will be a waste if i dont type it all out now

so im just gonna confess everything out here

no special reason

just a plainold confession

i thought my life will be okay without you

yeah im trying to be

but still i know myself im not

and my closest friend

they can see that too

they told me themselve

guess thats me

a bit stubborn yet i didnt feel i am until someone elses complain

in the beginning im so naive

i wasnt good enough

not giving too much attention to your personal needs

emotional needs

i dont know how to say

it just that you want

love

care

more love

more care

im treat you like those puppy love couples

still flirting you

making fun of you

and joking with you  

but sometimes its too over

maybe im wrong

i should have use the simplest way

to just love and care you

i can see some people around us they dont quarrel much

yeah they are really good couples

they dont have problem

and when they do

one of them will totally give way to another

and just appologies

im different

i choose to settle it on the spot

i would like to makes things clear

to avoid further conflicts

for a better future

sometimes i guess

its good to guess it right

but when wrong

it sucks

for both of us

maybe im wrong

i should have use the simplest way

appologies straight away

i know we need to have space in a relationship

so the moment we started

i gave you freedom

i gave you friends to play with

i gave you time with family and friends

i gave you what i think you need

and i thought you how to be independent

so that you will be stronger

and sometimes when im not around you

cause im alevel and your in a different course

it maybe very very busy 

maybe im wrong

i should have use the simplest way

loving and relying each other as much as we can 

that what sweet couples do right?

cant live without each other

ya me too

but i control it

so hard to control it

some more the way i talk and i think

i dont know why

but no matter how i change to make it better for you

you still wont accept it

i dont think i have a problem with the way you talk and think

it just me that cause the problem for you

when you cant even accept any form of me

maybe a little different from d very beginning we know

at lot more teasing and lot more original

why do we even love each other at the beginning?

maybe im wrong

i should have use the simplest way

not to talk like a man but a gentleman instead

its true

my feelings can affect you automatically

and your feelings can affect mine damn easily

i make you happy and you made mine too

but somedays

i disappoint you

not 1 not twice but many times

in any possible form

sadness grows immediately and you cant control your tears

i know

cause i felt exactly the same thing

when im sad

i tend to think alot

like damn alot

things like what is the problem now

why we quarrel again

its your fault

or its my fault

are we suit together

should we give each other another chance

are we going to pass through this

so many things pop up in my mind when im sad

but always always 

i didnt give up

i swear i never give up

i will never never give up

i rather let you give up on me than give up myself

i believe you have d same thought too

maybe im wrong

i should have use the simplest way

not making you sad at any cost at the very beginning

for me

it will never happen

but it finally happened

one of us gave up

its over for now

but who can predict the fututre?

im still holding on

yaya for you maybe im stupid i know

so what?

youre the one reading my stupid blog

does that make you smart?????

ohno im talking to myself again

tomorrow i will be going on a vacation with my family again

only this time is langkawi!

wuhoohoo!

it been almost 10 years we havent been there

we decided to go this time

because we found that we are having a really great time through the old photos

so 4 days 3 night

me mai bro mai dad mai mom 

4 person

langkawi

how was your holydey doing?

WTF 3.30am?

oknightciao

from samurai tjy

why do i even blog all this anyway

guess im really too free

and have nothing better to do

TEEHEE

dont have time read twice a
maybe i will type wrong
so dont angry dont o ling o first
wait me balik baru tukar ba ciaoooooooooo

你好吗

也许在不同的时空 
还牵着　你的手 

did you know?

i love to smile

and laugh

i mean i seriously love to smile

even if im angry

i still can smile
TEEHEE

because i thought that when i smile

i can touched others and make them smile too

not only i can make them smile and happy

i myself will be happy looking at others smiling back at me

a little smile can make a very big difference

thats what i thought

but there are problems that couldnt solve by a simple smile

its already 3 weeks? into my holydeys

BUT I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING REALLY REALLY BIG

REALLY REALLY MEANINGFUL

REALLY REALLY SATISFYING

REALLY REALLY JOYFUL

im just doing something that everyone does

sleep eat play breathe

all this is too basic

and here i am

in front of d computer again

facebook? too boring, half an hour just wasted by checking notifications and stalking others WOOTS

blogging? thats what im doing now its quite good but it seems like i am talking to myself FML

and walah im doing nothing now but blogging and listening to my old time favourite pop band

WESTLIFE

wuhoo!

wuhoohoo!!

yehhhhhh baby westlife!

life at the west- WESTLIFE 

my 1st idol! yehh baby

but then 1 left D= brian

NEVERMIND there is still 4 left!

found this LOL WESTLIFEEEEEEEEEEE

ahh and this is shane, one of d lead singer and 1 of my favourite, he has d same birthday with me! such coincidence!

and this is nicky, to be frank i always admired his looks LOLOL by now i prefer to be myself =X

 there you go WESTLIFE! wuhoohoo

and if you want to know more about my westlife

you can visit NEH

im happy to have another person with a same interest with me

the reason i love their song

is because of their looks lyrics

and the music rhythm

i love all their songs! especially these im about to show

i just going to put d lyrics that i really really love

take a look

a little short look only wont be long

TEEHEE

Flying without wings

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
‘Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

I have a dream

I have a dream

 a song to sing 
To help me cope with anything 
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale 
You can take the future even if you fail 
I believe in angels 
Something good in everything I see 
I believe in angels 
When I know the time is right for me 
I'll cross the stream 

 I have a dream

Season in the sun

We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time 
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone 

My love

So I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We're holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

The reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

Tonight

Lately I'm so tired
If I took it all out on you
I never meant to
If I left you outside
If you ever felt I ignored you
Know my life is all you

So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

Total eclipse of the heart

And I need you now tonight 
And I need you more than ever 
And if you'll only hold me tight 
We'll be holding on forever 
And we'll only be making it right 
Cause we'll never be wrong together 
We can take it to the end of the line 
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time 
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark 
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks 
I really need you tonight 
Forever's gonna start tonight 

Unbreakable

Took my hand

Touched my heart

Held me close

You were always there

By my side

Night and day

Through it all

Maybe come what may

Swept away on a wave of emotion

Overcaught in the eye of the storm

And whenever you smile

I can hardly believe that you're mine

Believe that you're mine

This love is unbreakable

It's unmistakable

And each time I look in your eyes

I know why

This love is untouchable

I feel that my heart just can't deny

Each time I look in your eyes

Oh baby, I know why

This love is unbreakable

Uptown girl

Uptown girl

You know I can't afford to buy her pearls

But maybe someday when my ship comes in

She'll understand what kind of guy I've been

And then I'll win

And when she's walking

She's looking so fine

And when she's talking

She'll say that she's mine

She'll say I'm not so tough

Just because

I'm in love

With an uptown girl

She's been living in her white bread world

As long as anyone with hot blood can

And now she's looking for a downtown man

That's what I am

Uptown girl

She's my uptown girl

You know I'm in love

With an uptown girl

My uptown girl

You know I'm in love

With an uptown girl

My uptown girl

You know I'm in love

With an uptown girl

My uptown girl

Raise me up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

theres so many homaigoatttttttttttt

do you expect me to post everything here

yes.

WELL i dont want to =P

TEEHEE

but my favourite favourite is this

Swear it again

so im going to post the entire lyrics here enjoy =)

Swear it again

I want to know 

Who ever told you I was letting go 

Of the only joy that I have ever known 

Girl, they're lying 

Just look around 

And all of the people that we used to know 

Have just given up, they want to let it go 

But we're still trying 

So you should know this love we share was never made to die 

I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I just you and I 

I'm never gonna say goodbye 

'cause I never want to see you cry 

I swore to you my love would remain 

And I swear it all over again and I 

I'm never gonna treat you bad 

'Cause I never want to see you sad 

I swore to share your joy and your pain 

And I swear it all over again 

All over again 

Some people say 

That everything has got its place in time 

Even the day must give way to the night 

But I'm not buying 

'Cause in your eyes 

I see a love that burns eternally 

And if you see how beautiful you are to me 

You'll know I'm not lying 

Sure there'll be times we want to say goodbye 

But even if we try 

There are something's in this life won't be denied 

Won't be denied 

I'm never gonna say goodbye 

'Cause I never want to see you cry 

I swore to you my love would remain 

And I swear it all over again and I I'm never gonna treat you bad 

'Cause I never want to see you sad 

I swore to share your joy and your pain 

And I swear it all over again 

The more I know of you, is the more I know I love you, 

And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more 

And the more that you love me, the more that I know 

Oh that I'm never gonna let you go 

Gotta let you know 

That I 

I'm never gonna say goodbye 

'Cause I never want to see you cry 

I swore to you my love would remain 

And I swear it all over again and I 

I'm never gonna treat you bad 

'Cause I never want to see you sad 

I swore to share your joy and your pain 

And I swear it all over again 

All over again 

All over again 

And I swear it all over again

no other meaning

i just simply love this song

from d first day i listen to it  =)

it touches my heart everytime

i can listen to this few songs whole day

thats how i love something

i will never hate and get bored of it once i love it =D

and

guess what

wait for it

sabar

sarawak

TEEHEE

ITS DECEMBER!

WUHOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!

it simply means CHRISTMAS is around the corner and i cant wait!

WUHOOHOO

yeap you guessed it i love christmas

no

EVERYONE LOVE CHRISTMAS!

other than chinese new year which i love it simply because angpau everyone in the big family tree can gather together and lao sang yumm xD and so much more of course

but christmas is different 

because so obvious im not an ang mo lang la and christian la

i simply love it mainly because of its atmosphere

the songs and decorations that brings joy and happiness even before christmas!

fuhhhhhhhhhh i beh tahan already!

this year christmas for sure is going to be a blast

even if youre not an ang mo

and you are still out there in the jungle pursuing your studies

TEEHEE

no offence

anyway

Tee jay why wish you an early merry christmas 

MERRY CHRISTMAS AVALIBADEH =D

come

shout with me

WUHOOHOOO ITS CHRISTMAS!