先苦后甜

if i wasnt mistaken this is the first time my post title is in mandarin

took me bout 1 minute to type d tittle alone!

just kidding

but honestly pinyin is so hard
i always have the where-the-hell-is-the-word-my-pinyin-should-be-right-what problem

ala nevermind now

because i have a great mandarin and cantonese sensei now

cant wait for her class again

TEEHEE

me

as usual

have a short nap in lecturer classes
just take brunch because of the weird break time

talk cock

play guitar and online game at home 

talk to random people at college

dota and HON

helping friends to tackle guys or chicks

stay up late at night
having bunch of fun fooling around with college friends

dreaming 

stuck in the heavy jam
some brather time with secondary brathers

non-stop facebook 

society meeting

sing in the bath room

stressed up in front of mountains of homeworks and notes

watch korea pop

thats about it

if you expect me to mention you in my blog

im sorry leh

cause i dont mention names punya

you know la

jealousy kills

TEEHEE

about the title

it all started when i drink kopi at starbucks that day..

d first seep is bitter..

and then sweetness sneaks in...

and pictures of d past came back to my mind..

we are like trying to find the ultimate recipe of kopi

at the beginning we have so many problems

so many things happened

and many of them we dont want it to happen but it caught us off guard

sometimes too many sugar

sometimes too many kopi powder
sometimes the kopi mug just explode LOL

before we feel the sweet again

bitterness comes back

sugar is expensive at that period i think

times are so hard that time

we did many trials 

and many attempts to balance the flavor

until sometimes you run out of sugar

and you feel like giving up

 i dont wanna to give up eventhough sugar is expensive

i do whatever it takes

to continue in making the formula for d best kopi

and keep our dreams alive

lucky that we didnt lost hope
we gave each other 1 more chance
we went back and continue to work together 
even harder and put in more effort to it
finally

and not long ago

we finally found the ultimate formula

recipe for our kopi

the kopi powder and the sugar blended together just right

combine with floral aroma with exotic flavors

and it taste sweeter than ever

now with this recipe

our kopi will never go wrong

and our kopi will stay sweet forever and ever

by now you should know

i love you more than you could ever imagine
i really love you

every women in the world

Girl you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need
You're everything to me, oh girl

我的爱

我愿意 付出所有 來保护你

我会永远陪着你

因为你就是我唯一 

你给我想不到的快乐

甜蜜又安心

因为那种感觉就是你

每一次我们靠近
你让我忘了困惑 

因为我唯一爱的就是你

我願意生死苦樂永遠和你在一起 

 我要爱你更多更多更多

因为我要娶你

Rhythm of love

And long after I've gone
You'll still be humming along
And I will keep you in my mind
The way you make love so fine

We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun, you're mine
All mine
Play the music low
And sway to the rhythm of love

what you do when youre so helpless and no one can solve it with you

i never thought i will announce this in my blog

but i dont care anymore

image and face mean nothing to me now

i only care about you

if you there are just my regular readers i just hope you keep this a secret

and if you actually foolish enough to spread out

it just mean you sucks

when im helpless and no one else can solve d problem with me

what i do is i lock myself in the room
and listen to songs

and cry as hard as i can

without letting anyone know

ya i do cry

i have feelings

if you never cry

it only means you don have feelings at all

pity you

heres the 2 songs i used to cry with

it works a while

but the only cure is you

想见你

想见你 没有你 城市再炫也没意义
热闹的 全都是你幻影
想见你 心太急 狂奔拥挤的人群里
多希望 下一秒就见到你

想见你 没有你 每天生活只剩呼吸
闭上眼 晃动的全都是你
想见你 我的心 其实从来不曾离去
这一生 只想和你在一起 

全世界 最重要的就是你

天涯海角

我愿意走过天涯飞过海角 

只要能够守候在你身边 

我愿意用这辈子让你相信 

这就是唯一 幸福结局 

Maria

 

Maria
You've gotta see her
Go insane and out of your mind
Latina
Ave Maria
A million and one candlelight's

3days like 3years

never before i felt so lonely in my life
for so many years

yesterday

is the 1st time i didnt send any message

or call anyone

and from that i know

i actually cant live without you in my live

you pop out of my mind whenever iam happy

or sad

or happy and sad at the same time

LOL

homaibuddha i freaking miss her

miss her smile

miss her sound
yes sound <3
miss her palm

miss her eyes

miss her message

miss her calls

miss everything that have connection with her
miss every moment i spend with her

please lord let that day come to me

cant wait to tell her how much i love her

again

i will never get bored of that

Nothings Gonna Change My Love For you

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go 

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you 

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love 

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
 

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too 

Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you 

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love 

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you 

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love 

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love 

(Chorus 3)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

hello september the 10th!

its been awhile since we go for a family trip with all the relatives

gonna enjoy the time together

and did i mention my ahmah just crossed the 70 border?

YES SHES 70 YEARS OLD NOW =)

hope she will remain healthy til at least 100 years old 

gonna take care and love her even more everyday starting from now

when i still got a chance

took alot pictures on the my ahmah 70th birthday

going to post it here soon so check out my blog everyday yo

TEEHEE

and you there

yes you

i love you

love me back as well ok?

Sometimes i think im just plain useless

Its just my everyday feelings towards a person that i want to say everything out tonight for no other reason except i love you so so much

not everything la

TEEHEE

hm but some

first

i never thought that i will love someone so deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

dont believe me??

wait..

*talking in my heart

helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

see!

no reflection of sound!

 HAHA paiseh sometimes i will be super lame and syiok sendiri you tahan a bit la

actually i just wanna say i love you here

or add a bit of colour into d i love you like this

i love you 

and get over with it and go to bed 

but some how i just want to say more than just i love you

some one

actually asked me a question before

a few days ago

he asked

actually, do you really like her?

and i actually took a while to figure it out

but i managed to say it

lalala lalala sing a happy song

xD 

you want to know what i say right?

busybody haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh x)

ala ala chillax la im gonna say it anyway

im a shy person you know...

TEEHEE

honestly i actually get a little bit angry

through my mouth

i said

its not like

its love

i really love her

i dont think i will love anyone else ever again

in my heart

i voiced

its true love that i never felt before

more than butterflies in the stomach

life has never been better when you came into my life

you are what makes me special

cause you are so special

unique

one of a kind

that i truely love
without you iam nothing

i wont be feeling anything like how i feel today

but

with you iam everything

everything i do

i felt theres someone watching

helping

motivating

you give me strength

you give me another reason to live in this world

i wish

we could be like this together FOREVER and ever

and i believe

we will

8 letters

3words

1 simple meaning
its what i really meant to tell you

i love you

more than any word that can describe this wonderful feeling

Count on me

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

i smurf you

no one else can ever replace you in my heart and soul

i love you

more than ever

and i believe

you have d same thought too

TEEHEE